I wanna be different.

2010-03-26T19:02:00.002+08:00

Joke of the day man!

Daddy : you know that rice and noodles are the same? cos both are carbo.

Me : orh. yeah. i know.

Mummy : I think I must eat rice la, if not I will have headache.

Me : what?! first time hear this excuse!

Mummy : noooo, really, lack of sugar what, rice give sugar.

Me : Rice give carbo la!

Mummy : same la!

Daddy : if like that, all the chinese people go to America, will die, because no rice.

just like some indian workers don't want to work because no curry and rice.

must take rifle there and shoot them.

WTFFFF. HAHAHAHAHA.

2010-03-24T17:11:00.002+08:00

I met Simone yesterday.

& guess what, Hariz lied.

Yeah, lied.

You know I'm really not interested in

working with someone who doesn't

seem persistent at all.

It's like running the race and when you're

seconds from crossing the finishing line,

you give up.

If I had wanted to give up,

I'd have done that a long time ago.

I'm still in the race.

Masscom's my stepping stone! XD

2010-03-24T17:10:00.001+08:00

Suddenly, it doesn't matter

Actually, it never even mattered.

2010-03-24T09:41:00.001+08:00

Remember I once said "anything, for masscom." ?

Man, I regret.

I'd still wanna be in Masscom.

I made a promise to my dad, no facebook and twitter.

For a year.

12 months would sound better.

It makes me feel better.

Feel only. Gah.

2010-03-22T22:20:00.001+08:00

Totally random moment now,

Unicorns are amazing creatures.

It's amazing because they're fake.

har-har.

2010-03-19T12:17:00.001+08:00

Gosh! Must you comment on everything we ever do?

2010-03-10T22:33:00.003+08:00

Since nobody ever reads my blog anymore.

I think it's safe to rant now, XD

I TRULY WOULD LIKE A GUITAR FOR MY 18TH BIRTHDAY.

2010-03-09T00:10:00.001+08:00

I feel a sense of awkwardness.

Right now.

2010-03-07T20:29:00.002+08:00

Is it me or has the potato turned sour?

If you think this is some sort of smart Alec sentence,

it's not, hahaha, I meant it literally, well,

eating potatos now you see XP

I have a really bad sore throat now,

so what in the world am I doing eating potatos?!

Work was much better than yesterday.

The atmosphere, the staff.

Worse part was, I thought I saw somebody I knew.

It's bad, really bad.

Cos I could totally imagine myself splashing water

in that person's face.

okay Sarah! cut the crap!

I'm watching rush hour now,

it's the only thing that makes me laugh currently.

2010-02-22T22:28:00.001+08:00

I know I haven't been blogging of much lately.

When twitter's around, there isn't really a need for a blog huh.

hahaha. hmm, anyway, looking for someone who could do a vlog

with me as soon as I get my mac XP

2010-02-18T23:53:00.001+08:00

I didn't think this surprise gift would've come with a condition.

2010-02-17T14:33:00.002+08:00

I may have been really late in reading Shandy Sim's blog,

but I must say that she is really admirable.

A brave, confident young woman, who seem to have everything

a person could ask for in life I guess.

She was diagnosed with 3rd stage of Cervical Cancer.

At least she was blessed with so many things we could have asked for.

She must have died a really happy girl.

2010-02-13T11:49:00.002+08:00

so let's see my current stats.

- I'm almost broke

- almost broke

- oh wait, I'm broke.

nah, I'm kidding.

- I'm not broke yet.

- I'm exhausted.

- dad woke me up at 10am (5hrs of sleep -.-)

-I'm cooking dinner with my brother later!): Tired.

2010-02-13T11:46:00.001+08:00

The one and only place you could see man in tights?

WWE.

It's what both my brothers are best at so far, those games.

hahaha.

2010-02-10T22:05:00.001+08:00

Good News:

I'VE GOT ACCEPTED INTO MASSCOM IN MDIS!

2010-02-09T11:42:00.003+08:00

For the second time,

I've almost posted on my mum's blog!

This is scary.

It's like, if they ever knew about my blog,

Everything is gone. For me at least.

Cos' it feels like they are stalking me. haha.

Red Camp cheers are stuck in my head.

Gosh, I think they'll be stuck forever.

I just wish I could go back to school now.

What's taking so long?

Holidays are boring me already. It's too much for me.

Yes, that bad. I have no plans.

My plans are always last minute, hahaha.

Like how I decided to have dinner with val at 6pm just at about 11am.

2010-02-08T21:21:00.000+08:00

You know, I'm just not interested.

2010-02-08T14:34:00.002+08:00

My mummy just decided to buy me the dress I saw online.

AWESOMMMMMMME.

2010-02-07T23:28:00.004+08:00

My mum bought me a new shoe today.

I'd like to find new clothes this time to match my shoe.

or else, I'll buy another shoe. haha!

oh gaaawwwddd

my Indiesin purchases have not arrived!

I know I sounded like a bimbo right.

Well, quit it if you're wondering.

I'm not. heh.

2010-02-06T17:47:00.002+08:00

I wish you stopped reading.

2010-02-06T17:16:00.004+08:00

I want to sing without having to worry what listeners think.

I want to be on stage again, knowing I've overcome all fears.

Music hasn't left me.

I just know.

So what is happening to Sarah, exactly?

2010-02-05T22:36:00.002+08:00

Is this how the world works?

If you have nothing to your name,

you're just like, a sticky note?

Well I'm not, so stop taking me as a fool.

2010-02-04T22:13:00.002+08:00

I've realized some things about my mum.

She doesn't give a shit about any of her children's education.

Being concerned of herself only has led to many problems.

I'm not helping her anymore.

I'm not doing anything anymore.

I'm washing my hands off her matters.

2010-02-04T12:15:00.001+08:00

Going to J.Co later on.

I wanna drink coffee.

I don't know why.

Shit.

lol.

2010-02-03T20:17:00.003+08:00

Reunion dinner's pretty far away.

Still, I can't wait!

We're doing it different this time.

My brother and I are gonna cook.

Pasta, Rosti, Meatballs, etc.

Awesome? Awesome.

I have yet to collect another $63.

Apparently, they missed out on my hours at Suntec.

I know, sucks right?

Pretty much :/

2010-02-02T21:47:00.001+08:00

I want to sing again.

I want to live again.

I kind of want to go to schoooool ):

2010-02-02T12:31:00.002+08:00

Fucking pissed.

I was told I'd be paid 700 bucks per month.

It got reduced by 100 over.

WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK I AM.

2010-01-29T22:48:00.005+08:00

I hope this is good! :P

COMMENTS? Leave it on my tagboard (:

Stay

Verse 1:

Funny guy you are,

popular they say,

no one would ever guess

you'd be mine.

wipe my tears away

a shoulder I could cry on,

your smile

it lights up the town

Chorus:

So stay

a little while longer

be my shelter, be my support

We'll learn

to grow a little stronger

get pass the storm

only to be bolder

Verse 2:

It's weird cos all they say

is I'm no good for anything

if I even bothered

all comes down to nothing

You took me by the hand

told me it'd be alright

promised me you'd hold me

even if the world falls on us.

2010-01-29T15:58:00.001+08:00

So being positive never really helped at all.

It's pretty unfair and sickening to finally

realize how corrupted the world is.

To put it bluntly, they are F-ed up.

2010-01-27T22:19:00.003+08:00

So how did I end up still surviving after all I've been through?

It's just me and my positive outlook! :P

2010-01-26T19:14:00.002+08:00

Today,

the cleaning aunty stole my apple.

2010-01-26T01:23:00.003+08:00

HELLO.

My name is Sarah & I found the lamest person on Earth.

I'll be a legend, and you're not! >:P

hehe.

I'm living my life in misery because

I can't make my decision on a

huge, overwhelming, bombastic, tragic word.

It's called "Priorities". Gah!

2010-01-24T20:09:00.001+08:00

whatever okay. whatever.

2010-01-23T21:28:00.003+08:00

I HATE THE RAIN!

The rain makes me sick!

>:P

2010-01-22T18:24:00.002+08:00

Funny morning.

I woke up at 9am, checked my phone for text messages.

Realized Michelle texted me at 7am asking me if I could

make it down to Shenton at 9am. Too late right! hahaha.

Dian didn't come today! So it was just Fatin, Ayu, Firman, Denise and me!

Today a customer ordered his salad with 4 pieces of chicken!

& it had a funny smell. hahahahaha. Result of being greeedy >:P

I'm not happy because I feel bad about missing my dear friend's

birthday celebration and I feel really really horrible!

I'm sorry Daryl ):

HAPPY BIRTHDAY THOUGH. Your 18th birthday, and I had to miss it):

SOMEBODY GIVE ME A MOCHA FRAPPUCINO.

I have cravings :/ lol

2010-01-20T22:36:00.002+08:00

KILL ME IF YOU HAVE TO.

If it gets me into masscom, alive, I will do whatever,

I repeat, WHATEVER it takes.

2010-01-19T22:09:00.002+08:00

Inspiration, could you bloody come to me? :/

Like, NOW?

2010-01-19T00:34:00.003+08:00

I people watched today.

In search of an inspiration.

A really depressed man caught my attention.

I would never have imagined that such a man

would be this depressed ):

Anyway Simone introduced me to an awesome new

way of typing.

¡sıɥʇ ǝʞıl

awesome right!

2010-01-17T20:14:00.002+08:00

who said dreams don't come true?

I'm working to realize mine.

I thought that from this heartache, I could escape

but I fronted long enough to know.

There ain't no way

& today, I'm officially missing you - Officially missing you by Tamia

I wanna do this coverrrrrr.

2010-01-16T18:35:00.002+08:00

PORTFOLIO

1.Graded Essays

2.Recording

3.Samples of Sane Fashion (My blogshop)

4.~~As much testimonials as possible~~

I'm working on it!

2010-01-15T20:47:00.002+08:00

Fatin bought me frozen yoghurt!

I'M HAPPY :P Thank you Fatin, :D

eerrrghhhh.

I will not allow myself to be discouraged by people.

I believe in myself, that's all I need.

2010-01-14T14:12:00.002+08:00

I'm not lying.

I'm really sick ):

2010-01-14T01:37:00.005+08:00

I'm pretty satisfied with what I have prepared so far.

I'm not giving up, not until I've given my best shot and still be unaccepted.

Officially missing you - Tamia (Has anyone got that song?)

I wanna do a cover on it (:

2010-01-13T00:36:00.000+08:00

Dear God

What do you want me to do?

Love,

Sarah

2010-01-12T15:35:00.001+08:00

My Dictionary

Frozen Yoghurt;
A type of dessert, soft served.
Tastes incredibly awesome!
Makes Sarah happy

Sentence examples :

1.Frozen yoghurt makes me happy.
2.I failed my O levels, I got 30 points, buy me frozen yoghurt.

A letter from me to you

2010-01-11T22:35:00.004+08:00

Aaron,

If you're reading this, I'm sorry if you were offended.

But it's all a misunderstanding, cos I didn't badmouth you.

I really didn't.

People told me you weren't nice, I said no, you were nice.

People told me to stay away from you, I refused to, cos

I said I'd remain your friend.

but of course yes, I do still believe you're just the same

as everybody else. I'm sticking to that.

& I blame myself for the state I am in.

It's impossible to badmouth you.

I still am your friend, or else I would have said no to being friends right.

I don't wanna be such a bitch. Maybe you might have thought I was.

Please don't think whatever I'm doing now is stupid.

Cos, I guess it's the only way to let you know that I'm

really, really sorry? :/

So, I'm sorry.

Please respond, so I know you read this.

I guess I'll hear from you? Hopefully.

Sarah

2010-01-10T11:18:00.001+08:00

tiny preview of a new song I wrote. Hopefully, it’s amazing.

“Love is blind

Takes over your mind

What you thought was love

was where it did not belong”

if it doesn’t make sense, tell me! :P It’s untitled btw.

2010-01-10T00:58:00.003+08:00

I saw him at open house today.

I looked away.

End of story.

2010-01-08T21:17:00.002+08:00

Resolutions left.

- ~~Eat Frozen Yoghurt with Simone Wong~~

- ~~Eat Frozen Yoghurt with Simone once again~~

- ~~Eat Frozen Yoghurt, yet again!~~

- ~~Eat Yong Tau Foo with Simone Wong~~

- Write amazing songs

- Record covers

- Survive 2010

- ~~Get my mum to realise that it is "resolutions"~~

~~not "revolutions"~~

- iPhone :D

- Braces Braces Braces

- Get my portfolio done

- Enter Masscommunications :/

- Overcome my fear of stage fright

:D woohoo.

2010-01-08T21:10:00.002+08:00

I'm super tired today!

Simone came to my work place.

She bought me frozen yoghurt!

We ate 3 Frozen yoghurts in a row today.

hahaha!

& it was really epic.

Cos' we walked to raffles city mrt to take a train.

We saw the one going towards marina bay

and there, Simone went "thats it! thats it! it's our trian!"

& we ran, so happily, so confident.

We laughed after entering from different doors.

then we realised we were going the wrong way.

HAHA.

worse part was, we reached the end, and walked to the opposite side.

& then we realised again. The train would obviously go back

to where we initially were at. So we went back inside.

WHAT A DAAAAY.

I wanna eat french fries from hans.

They are AWEsome.

2010-01-07T20:27:00.003+08:00

!@#$%

No I'm not scolding you vulgarities.

I'm tired.

So naturally I get random.

Today my garfield plaster fell off! :/

I know that's pretty out of point.

Once again Fatin made soup, :D

"Okay! How huh?"

Anyway,

aren't lawyers kind of liars too?

I mean they might have to lie a little bit right.

They're just lawyers cos they are fairly good

at convincing the judge pretty well. hah.

Aaron,

No, you're not different from other guys.

You're just the same, forever assuming things.

& telling me what you think I am.

but no, you don't know me well enough.

I've had it.

Get. Lost.

2010-01-06T17:44:00.003+08:00

My friends have never been wrong about me ):

I trip over flat ground, I cut myself by accident of course,

I hit my head on something I can't identify, I walk into walls.

Something's just wrong with me today :/

Anyway,

results are coming out this monday.

I'm not prepared!

1. I owe the school $104 :p

2. I owe the school 4 hrs detention (which I doubt they care)

3. No I didn't get detention cos of bad conduct, I was late for school.

4. I think I screwed my O levels upside downnnn!

2010-01-05T17:47:00.002+08:00

AWESOMMMMMMME.

2010-01-05T17:43:00.001+08:00

I went to Suntec.

got fetched to Shenton.

-.-

I'm so tired.

I'm gonne sleep! >:P

The remedy is the experience.

This is a dangerous liaison

2010-01-04T23:11:00.002+08:00

As requested.

THANK YOU SIMONE FOR DOING WHATEVER

YOU DID FOR ME, WE SHALL EAT FROZEN

YOGHURT, YONG TAU FOO AND DO MANICURES

TOGETHERRRRRRRR.

Yes bunny number 1?

2010-01-04T20:52:00.004+08:00

Dear readers,

I AM FREAKING SLEEPY. I WANNA SLEEP.

I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT.

Love,

SARAHdaniel

I was watching super sweet 16 today.

That girl turning 16 was such a bitch!

I'm sorry to say that.

It was true though, gah.

Anyway, work was great.

Working at Suntec tomorrow, till I stop.

Cos apparently, my boss thinks I'm good

and seem to be what her Suntec branch needs.

I don't know if its true.

hahahaha.

I'm still going though.

700 bucks for a month!

I think 140 goes to CPF.

My dad blended avocado with strawberry HL milk.

I haven't touched my cup, >:p

2010-01-03T22:19:00.004+08:00

I fell asleep in the car right after a birthday dinner.

I actually thought the car was reversing, and while

my eyes were closed, I wondered why the car was

reversing for quite awhile.

So I opened my eyes and realised it wasn't even

reversing. At all.

How weird can I get? lol.

Shit! I haven't been able to complete my songs lately!

& I really really like this current one I'm writing! ):

Haven't titled it yet though :/

I'll need a guitar, book on guitars for beginners.

Thats where my journey would really start.

At least I can compose them myself!

Sigh.

Please please please, I want a guitar.

2010-01-02T22:21:00.003+08:00

Most people's first impression of me are always so horrible!

For example, I have people who initially thought I was

actually, STUCK UP ): I'm not!

People think I'm such a bitch, but no! I'm not!

They think I'm a bimbo! :/ again, no I'm not!

& then when they finally know me,

here's how it goes,

"Hey Sarah, I can't believe I actually thought you were

an arrogant person, no offence!"

but it's okay, they have finally realised that I am none,

I repeat, NONE, of the above!

My brother got his iPhone first! Not fair.

Tsk.

2010-01-01T14:20:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR! (:

It's time to move forward, :P

Yesterday's countdown was, nevermind.

We had fun though.

Except for the fact that a fight broke out

during my brother's band performance :/

2009-12-31T16:46:00.001+08:00

NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION FOR 2010

- Eat Frozen Yoghurt with Simone Wong

- Eat Yong Tau Foo with Simone Wong

- Write amazing songs

- Record covers

- Survive 2010

- Get my mum to realise that it is "resolutions"

not "revolutions"

- iPhone :D

- Braces Braces Braces

- Get my portfolio done

- Enter Masscommunications :/

- Overcome my fear of stage fright

etc.

I've gotten this so far.

When I find out more, I'll let you know.

Most people go "WHAT?!" when they

realised I haven't eaten Frozen Yoghurt

or Yong Tau Fu. Hahahahaha.

So Simone Wong,

yes, I live in a deep deep deep hole

by the garden in a stranger's house.

I live with the rabbits who seem

to be more updated than I am :/

haha.

I hope this New Year's countdown will be awesome.

2009-12-31T16:38:00.001+08:00

I'm getting inspiration.

To write a new song.

Titled "Cheat" :/

Haven't been writing for a really

long time now.

I just want a guitar.

Not before my iPhone of course.

Gah, my number's gonna be terminated

in 2 weeks time!

Cos my dad's gonna get me my iPhone.

Yes I'm happy.

It isn't fake this time :D

I'm not emo.

I don't like emo.

So I don't get emo.

2009-12-30T19:52:00.000+08:00

Mummy's back :P

2009-12-30T19:19:00.000+08:00

My brother brought home egg tarts today!

I hate stalkers. Not the ones who literally

follow you home and stuff.

The online ones.

They'll come online, try to hit on you.

Dear Simone, understandwhatI'msaying?!

bet you do!

So anyway, to continue, this guy keeps annoying

me. He asked for my number. I just said no.

& he thinks he's got to earn it -.-

goodness, talk all you want, you're not getting it.

I AM JUST NOT INTERESTED.

Thank you very much for wasting your time.

pfft.

Aside from that,

I HAVE EGG TARTS NOWWWW!

:DDDDD

2009-12-30T15:07:00.000+08:00

Blow the candles out

Looks like a solo tonight

I'm beginning to see the light

Blow the candles out

Looks like a solo tonight

But I think I'll be alright.

deedeedahhdahh.

I'm so bored.

I'm staying home the whole day.

So what, stuff myself with cup noodles?!

Ugh.

With an ignorant mother, it's all I have

to survive in this home.

2009-12-29T20:29:00.000+08:00

When you say "friends are not like that"

do you mean it?

2009-12-29T20:27:00.001+08:00

I just missed my free entry to supperclub!

Irina's not answering her phone.

Kevin's not replying my messages.

WHAT THE HELL.

2009-12-28T23:46:00.000+08:00

Mum : Sarah, I'm going to find a place outside and stay

cos apparently this house nobody respects me

I don't know why, I never do anything also.

Sarah : You never do anything? Have you seen the way

you act towards all of us all the time?

Mum : I'm keeping the house clean you know.

Sarah : It's not about the house cleanliness!

Mum : Aiyah, I don't care already okay. Like I said,

I'm just gonna go find someplace else to live.

This house does not belong to me anyway,

so I'm not gonna bother anymore okay.

Sarah : Yeah la yeah la.

2009-12-28T21:39:00.000+08:00

I sure know how to whip up a good meal.

hahaha! I'm not praising myself.

I had to cook dinner because my mum was

too selfish and did not care if the family ate.

Ingredients :

Half chopped onions.

Few cloves of garlic.

3 Chilli padis

Curry powder

Shredded chicken

Rice

This few ingredients and I could whip up

such flavourful and filling dinner! :D

My dad helped me of course.

Then I cut some starfruits and placed them

nicely on a small plate, added one scoop

of low-fat vanilla ice-cream! :P

It was nice.

Next time, I'll do it with strawberry.

who wants some?! hahahaha.

2009-12-28T16:53:00.003+08:00

Everything will be fine tomorrow.

will it?

2009-12-28T01:06:00.000+08:00

so I guess it's a win for malay idol. way to go.

It isn't so bad, I'm only saying this because he is

a friend of my brother's. So any bad things I say about him,

would probably cause me to be skinned alive?

Haha! oh well.

I must say Sezairi is good.

I must also say, SYLVIA'S WAY BETTER!

hahaha.

Well enough of Singapore Idol already.

I've seen enough of boo-boos all over Facebook -.-

Someone agree with me on this, :/

It's time for,

RAAAANDOM TAAAAAAAAALK.

So I was supposed to go to yishun today.

But I got stuck at AMK Mrt cos my card had no "cha-ching!"

Money, if you still don't get it :/

I had no cash with me. Daddy couldn't save me.

Mummy wouldn't save me cos she doesn't care ):

but daddy saves me all the time, so I'm not mad at him.

heh.

End of random talk.

I know it's not funny.

Laugh so I feel better :/

oh oh! I got free entry to a new year's countdown party

this coming 31st! Free flow drinks.

Too bad it's underaged party, no alcohol! ):

BUT.

I have to be at MY BROTHER'S COUNTDOWN PARTY.

some Jam it thing. heh.

Sounds awesome though. Who wants to come with me?

:DDDDD

Okay, I don't really have much to update now.

Or rather, I can't remember what went on.

Today.

oh. well. :/

nightnight everybody! :DDDDD

2009-12-27T12:20:00.000+08:00

If you think my family's so great, think again.

My dad and brothers are fine.

My mum isn't.

Here's why, I fainted in school during my O levels.

School called ambulance, I got sent to the hospital.

My mum just sat at home and gets angry

because I didn't know how to take care of myself.

Enough to prevent myself from fainting.

My brother's date, had to take half day leave,

so that she could fetch me home and give me lunch.

My mum didn't even bother to try to make it to fetch me.

She was sitting at home the whole day, or rather sleeping.

Still, my brother's date, bought food for her.

Me, her only daughter, got stuck in AMK without money

in her ezlink card.

She complains she can't give me money cos she needs it

for her business.

THIS IS WHY I SAY I HATE MONEY.

I HATE WHAT MONEY DOES TO PEOPLE.

I HATE IT BECAUSE IT BREAKS PEOPLE'S FAMILY APART.

I HATE IT BECAUSE MY MUM DOESN'T GIVE A SHIT

ABOUT THIS FAMILY.

why do we have to go through this?

It's not very nice.

2009-12-26T22:56:00.000+08:00

Daddy brought home chocolates!!!! :D

It's time I start writing new year resolutions baby.

2009-12-26T12:33:00.000+08:00

New song's stuck in my head! Tik Tok - Ke$ha

Anyway, forgot I was supposed to go

job hunting today! :O

but yeah it's still on.

None of my friends wanna go :/

"Tik Tok on the clock

but the party don't stop."

2009-12-26T01:59:00.000+08:00

I find myself coming back to blogger after trying out so many other sites.

I'm sure there are other people who share the same thinking as I do (:

So, Christmas wasn't so bad after all. Just that, daddy didn't wanna put up

a christmas tree cos he figured we all didn't need one, ):

I can see christmas trees from a distance now!